Sequential. (Sorrow is also a question)

I've spent the morning. I've opened the mind.
Closed the question.
Called you back. Turned it on. Spelled it out. Lost my way.
Got out of bed. Put on a smile. Thought for a minute.
Died for a while. Socks keep me warm. Cold in my heart.
Crossed the floor. Took out a glass. Filled it with water.
These times never last. Looked through the window.
Sighed at the sight. Heard the unknown. Cried in the light.
Stumbled to my room. The end's where it starts.
Covered the walls. Pulled on my jeans. Looked into my eyes.
This is all it means. Couldn't say no. The blinds are closed.
Darkness always under foot. Brushed my teeth.
Never new. Never discovered. Choked my way out.
Still missing my brother. Life lets us choose.
We often do. Buttoned the shirt. Fresh air is enough.